captains blog

day 4: tensions are running high now as i continue to live far away from the fiance. the others are starting to get weird. and the desire is taking over....... ok that made no sense but what the hell. meghan has been gone for a total of four days already and i feel so lost without her. its like my whole life is out of sync. time just flew by and now its slowing down. cant wait to see her again. i was really enlightened today to update the blog and im not sure why. maybe someone needs o hear my words or maybe it was just someone whispering in my ear to do it. who knows! anywho.... i am about to finish up this semester and its been hell all the way along if meghan wasnt here who knows where i would be. probably in a ditch cuddling with some bums. in class today i was really bored and started to day dream a little and i thought......... i wanna go on a really fun vacation with my soon to be family in laws. maybe a cruise or something it would be a blast and i no maddie would love it....ally not so much. she really hates deadliest catch. but really though meghans family is awesome i already love em to death...most of the time. and meghan what can i say, if there were an award for most awesomest, coolest, funnest, most energetic, random, funny, outgoing, beautiful, sexy person in the world she would for sure take second to me. i just adore her she makes me happy and when i am with her nothing else matters and i am whole again. i just love her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and her nickname is boo boo cachew. welll thats all for now and also go jazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz whoot whoot over and out